Musings Day #39- I Saw

I looked into your eyes and yes…I saw the love igniting. I saw how we’d destroy each other for the sake of this pure bond. ๐ŸŒผ

– D ๐Ÿ’•


Musings Day #38- Bed of Roses

I reminded him that life is a bed of rose…but ‘our bed’ had thorns. Deadly, poison-fed thorns. ๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ’ž

-Dilini ๐Ÿ’•


He witnessed

The igniting flames

In the caged phoenix

Within her dark soul


His fingertips

Caressed the phantom

Of her slithering

Vile beauty


He saw nightmares

Through her eyes

Her worse forms

Of fear…to love


He stepped back

She was not to be touched

Her darkness

Might hinder his glimmer.


Yet love has no bounds

Love has no obstacles

Bravery much

He chose to love.

-Dilini ๐Ÿ’•

To The Other Woman

Writing to the woman that I envy…

Sitting here and questioning my worth all night long is not what I wanted when I met him…when I met your man. I was well aware of the fact that there would always be another woman by his side, enjoying the priviledges that I was not exposed to, but I patiently waited because of his promises. I knew that his “I love you”s never made perfect sense though mine stayed true and firm. It was not I alone who walked into this. I was holding his hand when I walked into this labryinth of mixed emotions, nightmares and thunder. Sparks formed between us…between him and I. He forgot you…I was the reason why.

Karma is a bitch, I’ve heard, and yes…it sure is. I was the demon of darkness that invaded your personal space. I was the one that tried to steal your place unintentionally. For that sin, I suffer today. I watched him slowly walk back to whom he loved since what tempted him to approach me was mere lust and nothing else. Today, I am, on this ice cold floor…holding to my bossom the only piece of him I own…the shirt he wore when he first spoke to me, weeping my heart out. For I loved him, more than you did. Above all, I trusted him with my whole heart. I gave him all I had.

Forgetting him is not my ultimate goal, nor is making him mine. I withdraw from this battle. I’m no longer the dangerous siren that plots to wreck your ship. Therefore, never let go of his destructive hand. If you do, I will once again emerge from my ashes to hold it.

With love,

The woman he broke.

– Dilini ๐Ÿ’•