Musings Day #39- I Saw

I looked into your eyes and yes…I saw the love igniting. I saw how we’d destroy each other for the sake of this pure bond. ๐ŸŒผ

– D ๐Ÿ’•

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Musings Day #38- Bed of Roses

I reminded him that life is a bed of rose…but ‘our bed’ had thorns. Deadly, poison-fed thorns. ๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ’ž

-Dilini ๐Ÿ’•

Chosen

He witnessed

The igniting flames

In the caged phoenix

Within her dark soul

.

His fingertips

Caressed the phantom

Of her slithering

Vile beauty

.

He saw nightmares

Through her eyes

Her worse forms

Of fear…to love

.

He stepped back

She was not to be touched

Her darkness

Might hinder his glimmer.

.

Yet love has no bounds

Love has no obstacles

Bravery much

He chose to love.

-Dilini ๐Ÿ’•

To The Other Woman

Writing to the woman that I envy…

Sitting here and questioning my worth all night long is not what I wanted when I met him…when I met your man. I was well aware of the fact that there would always be another woman by his side, enjoying the priviledges that I was not exposed to, but I patiently waited because of his promises. I knew that his “I love you”s never made perfect sense though mine stayed true and firm. It was not I alone who walked into this. I was holding his hand when I walked into this labryinth of mixed emotions, nightmares and thunder. Sparks formed between us…between him and I. He forgot you…I was the reason why.

Karma is a bitch, I’ve heard, and yes…it sure is. I was the demon of darkness that invaded your personal space. I was the one that tried to steal your place unintentionally. For that sin, I suffer today. I watched him slowly walk back to whom he loved since what tempted him to approach me was mere lust and nothing else. Today, I am, on this ice cold floor…holding to my bossom the only piece of him I own…the shirt he wore when he first spoke to me, weeping my heart out. For I loved him, more than you did. Above all, I trusted him with my whole heart. I gave him all I had.

Forgetting him is not my ultimate goal, nor is making him mine. I withdraw from this battle. I’m no longer the dangerous siren that plots to wreck your ship. Therefore, never let go of his destructive hand. If you do, I will once again emerge from my ashes to hold it.

With love,

The woman he broke.

– Dilini ๐Ÿ’•